Why do I fight you so?

Other people, God, or myself: the three areas I devote all of what makesup who I am. I feel like I've been in limbo lately, not fully submittingto anything, just sitting back and watching my actions and looking at mymotives but not actually being a 'part' of it all. I have moments when Islip in and truly enjoy that conversation or involve all of my qualitiesin projects or thoughts. Maybe it's not complete detachement but my individualqualities, all the stuff of me, not working together. I will sit and pondera subject and completely lack any emotion as a variable or just the oppositeI'll feel so much about something and not think logically about any of it.